-i avoid this livejournal most of the time, no good.
-almost done with book
going to work with lulu.com and see where
that takes me.
-i cannot breathe any longer
on top of this mountain
there is a good chance I will
-there is something
to free me.
-yes, I love you. I do.
-half awake versus half asleep
I dream about wars and wake up with bruises everywhere.
i have been dying in them and waking up
just before my body throws me up and things go white.
this is the problem.
-I want out, off, gone, zip, open, clear, far, safe, dangerous, delicate, ugly, beautiful, nothing, everything.